I don't believe in ghosts
But the thought of you continuously haunts me.
I don't consider myself weak,
But watching you leave a room crushes me.
I'm the most unorganized person who has ever existed,
My life is in a constant state of chaos & confusion,
I create messes wherever I go,
But somehow I have every detail of our lives planned out.
Its the excruciating detail that scares me the most,
Considering you don't even know my name.